What's in my mind ??

What a week ..

even i dont understand myself ..

am i happy or am i pretending to be happy ??

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it seems that i was happy almost all the time ..

even without a reason ..

i could smile ..

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am i a crazy person ??

even i dont know that myself ..

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my friend asked me am i still in to you ..

i told myself .. am i ?

it seems i cant really find a true answer ..

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instead ..

i was happy with her ..

but i'm still sad not having any contact with you ..

am i taking her as a replacement for you ?

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but still .. i cant get my eye off you ..

what am i hoping for ?

what am i waiting for ?

what am i doing ?

what am i going to do ?

what to do .. what to do ..

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what do i need to do

to make myself truly satisfied ..

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Signing Off ~

Junior ~.~