special update

Made by me n YL .. wanna know who we love ?

go the cafe and see it now ! xD

( if u all know where ) hoho

27/09/2009

we went to this cafe called carefree cafe

there is a board for us to stick lots of paper ..

so we wrote down some .. =)

there was me , YL , yi ynn , wan jie , kok wai , shu pei and tipond ..

drawed by YL

Spot for our paper xD

shu pei's

Yi Ynn's


tipond's

kok wai's

wan jie's

YL's

MINE

few more to go ~

3 more weeks to go~

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there a challenge is waiting for me ..

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2 more lesson to go ~

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i can smell my license coming ..

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1 more week to go ~

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my mum is leaving msia for australia ..

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and now ~

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i'm studying alone in my room ~

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is this a fantasy or what .. lols

Loneliness

First

Second


Third
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my dream of yesterday has come true ..
the dream of being lonely ..
it really came true ..
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my phone haven even ring for once today ..
my msn dont even has a friend to find me ..
i cant even see any sign of being recognise ..
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will i be like the guy is the first pic ?
walking away from reality ..
walking away from this country ..
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will i be like the cat in the second pic ?
sitting alone like nobody care about ..
sitting in 1 corner anticipating nothing ..
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will i be like the man in the last pic ?
standing by the beach .. looking at the sky ..
like there no more hope in everything ..
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i'm using sleep to avoid lonely ..
i'm avoiding reality ..
i'm anticipating alot ..
i'm waiting ..
i'm doing nothing ..
i'm seriously lonely ..

conversation of the day ~

this is during i learn driving at the driving course .

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sohai = car teacher

me = me lor ..

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sohai : u have to let go ur clash and press accelerator

to go up the hill ..

i do as he say .. go up den die fire ..

sohai : haiyoo .. i ask u to press accelerator why u press clash !!

i put my leg there nia .. no press tio also =.=

sohai : u go back down then do it again ..

my leg slowly roll down the hill .. and go up again .. die fire again ..

sohai : haiyoo i told u dont press break !

dai lou .. i no press break the car fly lor ..

sohai : u go down again .. u better do properly ..

roll down .. go back up .. no die fire .. but nvr reach the line ..

sohai : haiyoo i say after the side mirror over the line only press !

turn 1 round back to the hill .. go up ~ die fire ..

sohai : haiyoo .. i dont know how to teach u already ..

ask u follow my intruction u nvr follow .

u want me how to teach u ! haiyoo ..

i dont want to teach u anymore d ..

then he get out of the car leaving me alone learn ..

guess what .. without him .. straight success ..

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do u all feel i nvr talk at all ?

cause his stupid mouth non-stop scold ..

i cant even say a word ..

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what has happen to this world ..

full of fuckers that scold ppl ..

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parking also no problem ..

because he not there !

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Signing off :

junior ( imagining me slaping that sohai )

FUCK THIS DATE ! 28/05/2009 !

I hate you ..

i hate you 28/05/2009 ( thursday ) ..

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i wasted 12 hour of my time ..

filling it with boringness ..

i felt stupid .. why should i even go ..

guess what .. ITS A FORCE that made me there ..

i dont blame all of ur hardwork ..

its just my own comment that its boring ..

but that still not the main reason ..

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its a day with full of anger and boringness ..

not only that ..

something happened ..

it makes me pissed ..

pissed to the end of my limit ..

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i dont care that happened dont meant anything to you ..

but it meant everything to me ..

it matters to the thing that i most treasured ..

u wont understand the word '' single parent ''

cause u all dont have it !

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I'm FUCKING PISSED ..

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singing off :

junior ( feels fucked up )

1st day of lesson for driving ~

first of all ..

the total die fire tdy is 3 ..

all die during stupid hill ..

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well its still fun ..

GEAR 4 !

70km/h !

even my dad dont let me that fast =x ..

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well b4 go back home ..

accident sei for once ..

too relax d XD ..

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this friday is the 2nd time ..

WISH ME LUCK !!

NO DIE FIRE !!

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signing off :

junior ( relieved )

Final Piece Of Joy & Happiness

In just a matter of time ago ..

I had decided ..

I'm gonna keep these memories ..

In my mind ..

It'd be my last piece of Joy & Happiness ..

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Living under a roof ..

Leash my feelings just for me ..

Leaving them inside of me .. While ..

Looking for a chance .. to say out my ..

Last words to you ..

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You're far from me ..

You're far enough for me to see a blur image ..

you weren't by my side always .. But ..

Youth and Time ..

I dont mind the search for

YOU ~

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the word i wanna say to you lies within the text ..

Because you're really the only one whom ..

i wanna share my Joy & Happiness with ..

Signing Off :

Junior ( i'm 17=D )

birthday ~

well its 15/5/2009

my birthday ~

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it was shocked when i studying for exam ..

roeshan n sanjiv went to use the mic ..

tell everybody in the school hall that is my bday ..

well .. everybody sang birthday song to me =)

thanks everybody ..

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well this year ..

only wishes but no present XD ..

sad case ~

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atleast some of my friends ..

they are celebrating for me =)

i'm grateful ..

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i'm 17 now ..

tmr go listen amali ..

not long ..

I"M GONNA DRIVE !

XD

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ok .. thats all for today XD

thanks for all ur wishes ! =D

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signing off :

junior ( birthday boy )

exam coming ~

wooo ..

here comes the annual ..

MID-TERM EXAM !!

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first of all ..

i never prepare at all ..

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the first exam day is on this thursday ..

14/5/2009

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i still got 3 day to go ~

wish me had enough time to study *.* ..

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the journey of study starts TMR !

10/5/2009 aka mother's day !!

I"M GOING TO STUDY !! =x

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this reminds me ..

i wish all the mothers around the world ..

a happy and healthy life =)

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signing off :

Junior ( ready to fail )

feeling that cant be expressed through reality ..

it has been days i was wondering ..

i knows lots of happening these days ..

but the most worry to me ..

its the news about you ..

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i guess it has been long since we talked ..

both us have nothing to talk ..

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the news about you ..

its expected from my mind ..

but why am i so frustrated ..

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am i thinking i'm useless ?

am i thinking i have given up ?

am i thinking you would be taken ?

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am i thinking having a fake hope ?

or is it real ..

cause i still love you ..

but there is nothing ..

nothing..

i can do for you ..

because i dont know what to do ..

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singing off :

junior ( unexpressable feeling )

whole day at home =)

what a day ..

whole day at home ..

doing nothing at all ..

sleep ~ eat ~ sleep ~ eat ~

LOL ..

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wake up ..

learn driving awhile ..

den makan ~

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just like normal days ..

BORING ~

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Signing Off ~

junior ( boringnya )

Headache

OUCH ~ what happen to me ..

my head very PENING ..

its like the world in slow motion ..

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so what should i do ..

should i go to school ??

or should i rest at home ..??

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the pain ..

i better go sleep ..

good night everybody ..

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Signing off :

junior ( am i going to sick ? )

What's in my mind ??

What a week ..

even i dont understand myself ..

am i happy or am i pretending to be happy ??

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it seems that i was happy almost all the time ..

even without a reason ..

i could smile ..

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am i a crazy person ??

even i dont know that myself ..

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my friend asked me am i still in to you ..

i told myself .. am i ?

it seems i cant really find a true answer ..

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instead ..

i was happy with her ..

but i'm still sad not having any contact with you ..

am i taking her as a replacement for you ?

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but still .. i cant get my eye off you ..

what am i hoping for ?

what am i waiting for ?

what am i doing ?

what am i going to do ?

what to do .. what to do ..

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what do i need to do

to make myself truly satisfied ..

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Signing Off ~

Junior ~.~

Pinchy day

Another day of school ..

went to school in the morning ..

see the same few faces again ~

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but tdy was rather shocking ..

early in the morning after the assembly ..

guess what ..

someone beg me to go the malacca trip organised of BC society ..

beg until kuai dai ( kneel to me )

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well .. u know i'm a soft guy ..

have to promised her den ..

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nothing special today ..

the school end with a pinch competition ..

between me n yi lin ..

and of course .. I WIN ! XD

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jias .. kawan sejati ~ LOL

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Signing Off ~

Junior =)

Best Friends ~

TAGGED .. especially for xian =)

1.The person who tagged you?
Angeline Chew Gin Yen

2.Your relationship with him/her is
currently best friend .. gg .. nobody knows the future X)

3.Your 5 impressions of him/he
-pretty
-hardworking
-mature
-cheerful
-abit 38 =x

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
she bake cookies with my name J-U-N-I-O-R for my bday present

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
Happy Birthday ~

6. If he/she become your lover you will
cherish her of course =)

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on
you are you .. dont need to improve or change anything

8. If he/she become your enemy, you
( impossible )

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
not happening

10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
anything within my capability

11.Your overall impression of him/her is
my type of girl XD

TAGGED BY MELVIN

1.The person who tagged you?

melvin shaun teh SOMETHING XD ( ps i dont know )

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2.Your relationship with him/her is

heng dais ~

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3.Your 5 impressions of him/he

-funny

-energetic

-sensitive

-good adviser

-a good listener

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4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you

advise me on how to chase after girl ! xD

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5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you

'' TFK to make you happy '' lol

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6. If he/she become your lover you will

think i'm not normal ? =x

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7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on

patient ( wait for next life .. mayb u become the girl i like )

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8. If he/she become your enemy, you

keep quiet about it

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9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be

something serious

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10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now

help him to improve his dota team ( KnS )

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11.Your overall impression of him/her is

friendly guy

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12. How you think people around you will feel about you?

some thinks i'm smart .. some thinks i'm cute .. some think i'm selfish ..

some thinks i'm hard to communicate with ..

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13. The characters you love of yourself are

-endurance

-friendly

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14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself?

-slow thinking

-lack of confident

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15. The most ideal person you want to be is

billgates .. spend money like drinking water =x

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16. For people who care and love you, say something to them.

i'm thankful for your love and support .. i will appreciate it ..

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17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.

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1)Jia wei

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2)Ling ( Lmz )

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3)Xiao Ning

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4) Yi Lin

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5) kyvern

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6)ashley

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7)Gin Yen

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8)Pey horng

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9)ee ling

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10)xuan ( mei shen )

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18.Who is no. 6?

Auntie Ashley

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19.Is no. 9 a male or female?

female of course

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20. If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?

=x i think so .. lol

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21.What is no. 2 studying about?

accounts

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22.When is the last time you had a chat with no. 3?

ehh .. very long ago

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23.What kind of music band does no. 8 like?

donno .. ehh chinese band ?

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24.Does no. 1 have any siblings

yes .. 2/3 brother i think

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25.Will you woo no. 3?

nop ..

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26.How about no. 7?

=x .. maybe

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27.Is no. 4 single?

ehh i think so

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28.What is the surname of no.5?

Ng

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29.What is the hobby of no. 10?

TVXQ ?

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30.Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?

they are best buddies ~

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31.Where is no. 2 studying at?

SMK BSD 2

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32. Talk something casually about no. 1.

funny .. mayb mandul ? XD

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33.Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?

nop ..

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34.Where does no. 9 live at?

jln ara ~

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35. What colour does no.4 like?

black ? her bag was black xD

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36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?

do they know each other ? XD

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37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
wuah .. ehh .. ehh .. ehh hard to answer =x

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38. What is no. 6 doing now?

online gua ..

rushing to competition day ~

wow .. it has been such a long time i nvr update ..

well .. i guess i'm back ? XD

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today ~

i lost the competition of rubik cube ..

haihzz .. why did i suddenly nervous ..

making so much mistake ..

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but no worries ..

i rushed to 3D Tic Tac toe competition ..

first round : i won kevin chua ( the person i lost to last year )

second round : jeremy lim ( the person who look down on my class )

Third round : straight win ( semifinal 3 ppl .. noob arrangement =x )

FINAL !

i won a malay guy 7-3

woohoo.. so high that time ..

cause he got to rest ..

i straight play 3 round in the row =x ..

i took alot time to crush kevin n jeremy xD ..

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wondering that the prize i will get ..

well atleast i know its not a medal ~

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and thats all for tdy ~

stay tuned for another post =x

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signing off ~

JUNIOR ~ ( HAPPY )

UNDANG TEST !!

Its morning !!

i got for my undang test ~

wait very long ~

doing nth but sitting down ~

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suddenly ..

they say my finger print cannot read ..

i was like WTF ~!

i have to call up the driving agency guy ..

he came .. fetch me to get a smartcard ..

waste my time again ~

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after getting the smartcard

went back there and wait again ~

so dam fan ..

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wow suddenly they called my name

while i closing my eyes

then i went in to take the test ~

guess what !

my result is

49/50!!

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so freaking sad ..

1 more to prefect score ..

well i'm still happy with it ..

hehe ..

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Signing Off ~

Junior ~ ( Relieved )

Undang ~ Undang ~ Undang

This started when

i go listen 5 hours of undang

on sunday ..

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the 5 hours of undang ,

is the most bloody fucking boring ever ,

cant imagine how would 6 hours

of amali would be .

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nowadays .. keep on do the undang cd ,

the result always the same few ,

90 , 92 , 90 ,92 , 94 , 90 , 92 , 90 ,94 ,

>.<

god .. why everytime i also got make mistake ,

aihzz ..

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tmr i'm taking the undang exam d ,

wish i pass ..

all WISH ME PASS !!!

i may consider to fetch u all next time xD

signing off

Junior

Prince

Prince Of You ~

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Every Man In The World ,

Can Also Be Counted As A Prince .

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Every Prince In The World ,

Have Different Appearence and Talent .

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Every Appearence and Talent ,

Has Their Own Seducing Point And Special Point .

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Every One Of Those Points ,

Are Chosen By Maidens Who Like It .

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The Maiden Of My Heart ,

I May Not Have Anything Special ,

I May Not Have Any Properties Of A Prince ,

I Still Wish I Can Be ,

The Prince Of You .

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Signing Off :

Junior c=

Wonder day ~

This is all started when i woke up

I'm going to club for badminton today ,

i wonder whether there shuttlecock to play or not ~

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I'm hungry ,

i wonder around my house for food ~

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I'm have stomach pain ,

i wonder whether what i ate wrong ~

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I'm playing my games ,

I wonder i will either win or lose ~

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I'm looking at the sky ,

wondering how is hari sukan under the rain ~

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i'm have a feeling ,

feeling of curiosity ,

i want to have a wonderful ending of the day ~

Signing Off ~

Junior ( still wondering )

Be Happy ~

har ~~ what a happy day ..

why so happy ?

i have no idea ~

.

today .. i just felt happy

the whole time ..

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everything appears in front of me ..

makes me happy ..

.

having something to share with you ..

makes me even happier ..

.

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I'm HAPPY ~

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Signing Off :

Junior ~ ( still loving you )

A Day In School ~

As usual ~ go to school ~

see those familiar faces ~

see those playing cards ~

see those eating ~

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Basically ~ the starting of the school went well ~

i Enjoyed the whole period before recess ~

well , when time like this .. enjoy is JUDI JUDI ~

but this time .. i've changed ..

only play Cho Dai Di ~ LOL

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thing goes bad after recess ..

firstly PHYSIC ~

stupid pn.koh .. i know lar my marks low ..

NO NEED ZAT ME ALL DAY LONG ~

KEEP SAY I NO COPY ANSWER ~

blame ur own projector ~ keep spoil ~

I WAS COPYING !!! U ASSHOLE ~!!

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after that ~

Add maths ~ first time she so good ~

NO COME IN CLASS ~

but give quiz >.<

nvm .. its acceptable ...

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THE WORST OF ALL ~

BI class ~

Teacher ask us to do the oral test in groups ~

as usual .. my group is hong wang , kok wai , jia wei and yun jian ..

We tried to find a topic that everybody agree on ..

we just couldn't ..

oh come on ~ if ask us keng gai .. NO PROB !

but find a topic and keep talk the same thing ~

BORING LAR TEACHER !!

tmr still have to do .. ~ haihz .. ~ teacher ..

just giv me 0 lar .. very annoying lar ~

The School Ended 2.20pm as teacher neeed to go meeting ~

THE END ~

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Signing Off~

Junior *o*

5 JATI !!!!! a.k.a 5JUDI !!!

Woohoo ~ Judi Judi ~!!!

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This is real bad .. my class is getting worst !!

okok .. its better than meranti class ( no offence ) XD

recently .. alot has happen in my class ..

ponteng , gamble , eating , sleeping ...

HEY !!! U GUYS !! ITS AGAINST THE RULE !!!

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Atleast .. we need to clap hand to pey horng ..

she never gamble , ponteng , eating and sleeping

the only chinese in our class that is loyal to school !!!

LOL !!

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Last but not least .. Wan jie n Wai hoe ..

Please dont teach ppl become bad lar ..

See now they all gamble with u all

ALL DAY LONG ~

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signing off :-

Junior =)

Looking From A Far Distance

This is someone looking at the sun ,

Looking for the face of their love one .

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I'm looking at you from far ,

i have no topic to share with you .

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I'm shy talking to you ,

i was overwhelmed by your beauty .

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I'm jealous seing you with others ,

i guess i'm just a loser that cant get your attention .

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I'm searching you around but failed ,

i dont think i understand u well enough .

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I'm happy seing you smile but ,

i wish you could smile for me more than others .

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I'm a silent even ur right beside me ,

i have no confidents and courage .

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I'm selfish for asking favor from you ,

eventhough you never complain about it ,

i'm still guilty .

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I'm useless and worthless ,

wishing for the impossibles such as ,

you being together with me .

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Signing off :

Junior ~