feeling that cant be expressed through reality ..

it has been days i was wondering ..

i knows lots of happening these days ..

but the most worry to me ..

its the news about you ..

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i guess it has been long since we talked ..

both us have nothing to talk ..

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the news about you ..

its expected from my mind ..

but why am i so frustrated ..

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am i thinking i'm useless ?

am i thinking i have given up ?

am i thinking you would be taken ?

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am i thinking having a fake hope ?

or is it real ..

cause i still love you ..

but there is nothing ..

nothing..

i can do for you ..

because i dont know what to do ..

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singing off :

junior ( unexpressable feeling )

whole day at home =)

what a day ..

whole day at home ..

doing nothing at all ..

sleep ~ eat ~ sleep ~ eat ~

LOL ..

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wake up ..

learn driving awhile ..

den makan ~

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just like normal days ..

BORING ~

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Signing Off ~

junior ( boringnya )

Headache

OUCH ~ what happen to me ..

my head very PENING ..

its like the world in slow motion ..

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so what should i do ..

should i go to school ??

or should i rest at home ..??

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the pain ..

i better go sleep ..

good night everybody ..

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Signing off :

junior ( am i going to sick ? )

What's in my mind ??

What a week ..

even i dont understand myself ..

am i happy or am i pretending to be happy ??

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it seems that i was happy almost all the time ..

even without a reason ..

i could smile ..

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am i a crazy person ??

even i dont know that myself ..

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my friend asked me am i still in to you ..

i told myself .. am i ?

it seems i cant really find a true answer ..

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instead ..

i was happy with her ..

but i'm still sad not having any contact with you ..

am i taking her as a replacement for you ?

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but still .. i cant get my eye off you ..

what am i hoping for ?

what am i waiting for ?

what am i doing ?

what am i going to do ?

what to do .. what to do ..

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what do i need to do

to make myself truly satisfied ..

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Signing Off ~

Junior ~.~

Pinchy day

Another day of school ..

went to school in the morning ..

see the same few faces again ~

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but tdy was rather shocking ..

early in the morning after the assembly ..

guess what ..

someone beg me to go the malacca trip organised of BC society ..

beg until kuai dai ( kneel to me )

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well .. u know i'm a soft guy ..

have to promised her den ..

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nothing special today ..

the school end with a pinch competition ..

between me n yi lin ..

and of course .. I WIN ! XD

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jias .. kawan sejati ~ LOL

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Signing Off ~

Junior =)

Best Friends ~

TAGGED .. especially for xian =)

1.The person who tagged you?
Angeline Chew Gin Yen

2.Your relationship with him/her is
currently best friend .. gg .. nobody knows the future X)

3.Your 5 impressions of him/he
-pretty
-hardworking
-mature
-cheerful
-abit 38 =x

4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
she bake cookies with my name J-U-N-I-O-R for my bday present

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
Happy Birthday ~

6. If he/she become your lover you will
cherish her of course =)

7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on
you are you .. dont need to improve or change anything

8. If he/she become your enemy, you
( impossible )

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be
not happening

10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
anything within my capability

11.Your overall impression of him/her is
my type of girl XD

TAGGED BY MELVIN

1.The person who tagged you?

melvin shaun teh SOMETHING XD ( ps i dont know )

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2.Your relationship with him/her is

heng dais ~

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3.Your 5 impressions of him/he

-funny

-energetic

-sensitive

-good adviser

-a good listener

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4.The most memorable thing he/she had done for you

advise me on how to chase after girl ! xD

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5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you

'' TFK to make you happy '' lol

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6. If he/she become your lover you will

think i'm not normal ? =x

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7. If he/she become your lover, things he/she has to improve on

patient ( wait for next life .. mayb u become the girl i like )

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8. If he/she become your enemy, you

keep quiet about it

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9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be

something serious

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10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now

help him to improve his dota team ( KnS )

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11.Your overall impression of him/her is

friendly guy

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12. How you think people around you will feel about you?

some thinks i'm smart .. some thinks i'm cute .. some think i'm selfish ..

some thinks i'm hard to communicate with ..

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13. The characters you love of yourself are

-endurance

-friendly

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14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself?

-slow thinking

-lack of confident

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15. The most ideal person you want to be is

billgates .. spend money like drinking water =x

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16. For people who care and love you, say something to them.

i'm thankful for your love and support .. i will appreciate it ..

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17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.

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1)Jia wei

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2)Ling ( Lmz )

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3)Xiao Ning

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4) Yi Lin

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5) kyvern

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6)ashley

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7)Gin Yen

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8)Pey horng

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9)ee ling

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10)xuan ( mei shen )

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18.Who is no. 6?

Auntie Ashley

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19.Is no. 9 a male or female?

female of course

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20. If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing?

=x i think so .. lol

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21.What is no. 2 studying about?

accounts

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22.When is the last time you had a chat with no. 3?

ehh .. very long ago

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23.What kind of music band does no. 8 like?

donno .. ehh chinese band ?

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24.Does no. 1 have any siblings

yes .. 2/3 brother i think

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25.Will you woo no. 3?

nop ..

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26.How about no. 7?

=x .. maybe

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27.Is no. 4 single?

ehh i think so

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28.What is the surname of no.5?

Ng

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29.What is the hobby of no. 10?

TVXQ ?

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30.Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?

they are best buddies ~

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31.Where is no. 2 studying at?

SMK BSD 2

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32. Talk something casually about no. 1.

funny .. mayb mandul ? XD

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33.Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6?

nop ..

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34.Where does no. 9 live at?

jln ara ~

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35. What colour does no.4 like?

black ? her bag was black xD

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36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends?

do they know each other ? XD

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37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
wuah .. ehh .. ehh .. ehh hard to answer =x

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38. What is no. 6 doing now?

online gua ..

rushing to competition day ~

wow .. it has been such a long time i nvr update ..

well .. i guess i'm back ? XD

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today ~

i lost the competition of rubik cube ..

haihzz .. why did i suddenly nervous ..

making so much mistake ..

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but no worries ..

i rushed to 3D Tic Tac toe competition ..

first round : i won kevin chua ( the person i lost to last year )

second round : jeremy lim ( the person who look down on my class )

Third round : straight win ( semifinal 3 ppl .. noob arrangement =x )

FINAL !

i won a malay guy 7-3

woohoo.. so high that time ..

cause he got to rest ..

i straight play 3 round in the row =x ..

i took alot time to crush kevin n jeremy xD ..

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wondering that the prize i will get ..

well atleast i know its not a medal ~

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and thats all for tdy ~

stay tuned for another post =x

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signing off ~

JUNIOR ~ ( HAPPY )